Goodbye 2009, hello 2010!

Yet, this is another time of the year that all of us should reminisce what we have done for the whole year until this very day.


We shall not dwell over the past now and let me share with you what I want to do throughout 2010 since I've mentioned that I wanna turn over a NEW leaf.

1. Going to church every Sunday and NEVER miss out on days of obligations. I finally decided God does love us more than anyone else and He is the one that gives us the loves and blessings around us. He is the almighty.
   
2. Be more serious towards my work and study without questioning my own abilities.
   
3. Getting a permanent job and earn enough bucks so that I can spend each holiday at the places I really want to be at.
   
4. LOSE WEIGHT, baby, lose weight! It's always been on the top notch of the list for years but now, it's on No. 4, what happened? No, I am not going to embrace the fact that I'm fat, okay? I still need to lose like 20 to 25kg if possible. It will not be a problem if I'm stick-thin.
   
5. Spending more time with my parents. Throughout the years, I've always feel that they should do a lot of things for me since I'm their daughter but now, I come to realization that being a daughter, it's my responsibility to take care of them now, instead of still having them to take care of me after living for quarter of the century.
   
6. Be a happier person without even having to care even if the world ends.
   
7. Lastly, if God permits, I really would love to meet the man of my dream this year.

Geez... I only have 7 resolutions? Seems to me that I've been lowering my expectations each year. Well, I'm not sure if this is good or not but it doesn't matter since less is more.

Sigh... for my resolution number 4, I really am hoping I'd get sponsor even though I know it's a total crap to be able to find even one sponsor. I need help! Liposuction works for me too if any of those sponsors out there is to fish for an experiment!

Anyway, gotta go now. Since I couldn't get a date on New Year, I'll date my sister instead.

Post Christmas

Yes, correct, Christmas is over but here I am, updating a little about how I spent my Christmas, what I've gotten for Christmas and also the post Christmas feelings that I'm having on. Christmas is supposed to be the best time of the year but however, this year, I'm so feeling the loneliness due to every soul around me being superbly busy with their works and studies.

Sigh, never mind the ramble, I'm quite used to it already.

Anyway, I've finally spent my Christmas in the church this year, after 4 years of being absent from church during this day of obligation! I'm truly proud of myself as I have reminded myself that I will turn over a new leaf - going back to being a true Catholic, instead of just Sunday-Catholic. I've made a promise to myself that I will NOT miss any Sunday masses or even days of obligations.

I felt good after that!

On top of that, I did some pre-CNY shopping with my sister and some friends with myself ending up getting the MOST-EST EXPENSIVE-EST Christmas present ever for myself! OMFG, can you believe I spent so much on myself?!


I've been eyeing on the sperm watch of this guy baby for so freaking long already and finally, I am pregnant. Now, I'm practically married to him it and no more a single.

Confusing, aye?

Hahaha...


Yes, that is my baby! I'm married, finally married! Congratulate me, people! I don't need a real-living guy now! Time is precious! Yes, it damn is!

Call me a shopping and drama queen because...


I was born in heels!

I love Cotton-On now! They have the best slogans ever!

LOL! I'll cut the crap for now... Hahaha... I've also gotten something that I've been wanting to buy for quite some time already too - Pashmina shawl! God loves me so, so much that he sent me this gift via Sharon!

Thanks, Sharon dear, for your wonderful shawl and also scarf!

Like last year, my brother bought me a Christmas gift but he went a little over the limit this time by getting something that is so, so freaking expensive!


An eyeshadow palette under Macquillage from Shiseido! I know the colours are gorgeous but I wasn't even expecting this from him. I guess he knows what his sister's preferances are! Although we always argue over the simplest and smallest issue, still, he never fails to bribe me with his gifts. LOL!

Bet he's cursing me now after reading this!

Finally, the gift that I've been taking with me everywhere I go since the day I've gotten it...


My lucky dove! Yes, it's red and it means prosperity! Me and my love for money! I never change, okay? Money will never betray you and leave you for some other guy or girl but a human being, be it your girlfriend, boyfriend, husband or wife, they will under certain circumstances!

F*ck!

What the heck is wrong with me?! I crap too much sometimes. Now, this is the result of being too emotional. I ought to go out there and have some fun!

I will consider going clubbing some days soon - in desperate need for a noisy environment and maybe the company of few MUSCULAR HUNKS to make me forget my worries and problems!

Aiks, I'm out of topic! Let's divert ya'll back, shall we?

Okay, my lucky dove - given by somebody whom his presence is always close to my heart but I doubt he knows or not. Nevertheless, it doesn't matter because I have a life to lead here.

I've been QUITE lucky since I've gotten this dove!

Got through my exam with all the good grades and also spent my meaningful weekends with him until the day I got back to KL. Spent enough time with the parents and all. Guess this is really my lucky Christmas gift this year!

Anyway, need to catch some sleep! Going to do abrupt ending!

It's ending soon...

No mistake... My holiday is ending soon and I've to get my big butt across South China Sea and back to KL tomorrow night and it's going to be a goddamn long journey.

*feeling lonely already*

All of a sudden, I hate my life. I hate studying, I hate working and I hate being alone!

The thought of going back to the life where everything never goes on smoothly really irks me.

End of rumbles and grumbles.

I'll never fall in love again...

Reality is as REAL as the title seems to be.

Alleluia.

Amen.

Seriously...

Sibu is so goddamn boring lor...

All of a sudden, it hit me like a series of tidal waves that how in the world did I manage to live through my childhood up to my teenage years in a small town with no entertainment at all? I awe at myself sometimes.

After being at KL for more than 4 years now, everything feels so damn different every time I get home during holidays.

I guess you can put it in a way that time and tide wait for no man and here I am, going in accordance with the flow of time and enjoying every moment of it although I do feel the tense of friends getting married these days but that just doesn't bother me. I have much more important things to do right now, at this point of life.

But seriously, Sibu is dead boring.

Where is everybody?

Like seriously, nobody is around at Sibu any longer and I've got nothing better and no one better to hang out with. My life is damn boring can die...

Sigh... All of a sudden, I do miss KL quite a bit.

Holiday Camp

Come to think of it, it's been more than 10 years since the last time I joined holiday camps. I can't believe now, after more than 10 years, I'm back, helping out at the camp when I should be staying at home and sleep my worries away.



That place sure does stir a lot of memories, especially the memories of the time when I first broke down crying during one of the prayer sessions when I reminded myself of how disobedient I as towards my parents.

Then again, that was the place where I first got to know one of my childhood crush called Jeremy. I cannot recall his full name. Not Jeremy Tay alright? Hahaha... I remember the dot when the first time I took a glimpse on the guy. My thought was, "He's a hunk, man, he's a hunk!"

Well, I didn't get the chance to know him, too bad and the camp ended terribly for me.

Anyway, no time to reminisce the past. I've to dump the past because life goes on!

Dad asked for my help for a little volunteering work at the holiday camp this year since coincidentally, I'm back home at this time. Whole-heartedly agreeing to his plan, I went with him there this morning to help serving the food for the children's lunch break.


It was really fun dividing the food and I'd say the kids nowadays are DAMN lucky, alright? I remember, back then, when it was my turn attending the camp, the food was so freaking lousy can die on the spot and go to heaven.

Work was tiring but enjoyable because dad's friends kept me company - all the uncles and aunties of course since I was the second youngest there. LOL!

~ Walking down the hallway to the kitchen ~

Within an hour, everything was done and it was MY turn to be hungry. I didn't want to take any rice because I've reserved my precious tummy for Sugarbun's Chicken Burger. It has been ages since I last ate one!

To end this entry, lemme present to you, my tired and worn out look of the day after everything was over...


Amen.

Good night, the people of blogosphere!

Ed's big day...

Hello, people - alright, basically, to those that are still reading this blog out there... Well, I'm not so sure if there are any but nevertheless, it doesn't matter.

As promised, to those friends who are still following this half dead blog of mine, here you go - feast your eyes with these pictures, taken during darl's big day...


I don't know what kinda story I should tell everyone, hence, there will be less words and maybe a few pictures, that is all about this entry. No mood to blog recently...


Just before the day ended, my buddies came to celebrate with the birthday boy and... guess the birthday boy was pretty much surprised with all the dedications and the cake... Well, I don't know, have to ask him.


Goodnight, people, I need more beauty sleep... Backache is killing me...