Part 2

There are times when I wake up in the morning and wonder why is life so unfair. Some people get to eat a lot without the worries of gaining weight but for me, even with the tiniest consumption of liquid, my weight will shoot up.

I was out with Belle and Melissa 4 months ago and I was telling them one day that I'd go psycho just thinking about this issue...


Aku pun mahu saiz S...

I want to be a S-sized person but I don't think I can even achieve this dream this lifetime - in which this is totally sad...

Some people could never understand the hardship that people like us have to go through in order to lose weight. Instead of supporting us, they go around, laughing their jaws off and making fun of us because our weight. I HATE THOSE PEOPLE...

People like me didn't ask to be born this way... I've always wanted to look as good as any other people but what can I do about it? I tried hard enough but the weight just wouldn't budge at all... This is so fucking depressing...

Why am I have to be the one going through this thing?