Heavy-heartedness

Note - I am still patiently waiting for the day to come.

Yes, that is what I'm feeling right now... heavy-hearted with a little aura of sadness surrounding me. I don't quite like the feeling. You know why? There's a feeling deep down inside that keeps on telling me that I might not be coming back here again. So, so heavy-hearted...

In another 12 hours, I'll be sitting in my own room in Sibu, blogging.

The feeling is pathetic - I know I'll be back here again in August but something just doesn't feel so right. Maybe it is something the matter with me or maybe it's not. Perhaps, I'm too free that I begin to hallucinating a lot of things.

Yes, pathetic.

Argh.

I am still feeling it.