From today onwards, let's just say I'll dump all the negativity in me into the garbage bin!
I think I have had enough of depression, stress and all. Life is supposed to be meaningful, full of surprises and of course laughter.
So, from this moment onwards, no more ranting about melancholies of life unless I really have to, no more grumbling on how stupid a guy is, no more complains on why I'm still single, no more ridiculous curses regarding how I abhor studying and no more silly remarks on why I cannot earn more than I'm earning now.
I was on my way home with PL when all of a sudden, she touched my left hand and told me, "Angel, please don't go around and make yourself depressed over something or someone that is not worth it. Stop being pessimistic and open your heart, be a little bit more optimistic."
Perhaps, PL was right, I've always been a pessimistic person. I can be optimistic too but only under certain circumstances like when it comes to work-related things, I'm always full of confidence but when it comes to girl-boy thingy, well, sorry, not my field, please refer to John Gray, the author of Women are from Venus, Men are from Mars. He can tell you more than what you want to know.
Life is just ridiculous sometimes.
I remember telling a friend of mine, "When one door closes, another will be opened."
His answer was, "When you go near to the opened door, it'll close and the closed door behind you will suddenly be opened."
Yeah, life tends to be a bitch sometimes.
The best way to deal with a bitch is to become one yourself. Well, if you can't beat them, why not, join them?
Since I've made these promises to myself, I'll keep these promises for God knows how long.
Wish me luck!