Saturday, January 16, 2010

If I die before I wake...

Let's just say...

One of these days, when you're getting up from your long night sleep, you do your usual stretch and as you get out of your bed, all of a sudden, you see yourself on the bed!

You are pretty sure that you're up but somehow, why the hell is your body is still on the bed? You don't have a twin brother or sister!

There's only one explanation!

You look at your hands and realize you're seeing through your own hands!

You're as good as...


No mistake.

You die even before you can wake up.

All of a sudden, it struck me there are a lot of things on my mind that I really want to do if I'm to leave this beautiful world suddenly. Let's just say, who knows one of these days, God wants me to be back with Him, then, I'll have to bid goodbye to everything and everyone here.
  1. Spend enough time with my parents and tell them they're really the best parents any child could ask for.

  2. Bungee-jumping and die straight away because of heart attack.

  3. Fly all over to Paris and witness the sunset.

  4. Just to utter, "I love you," to that very person who's changed my life upside down, inside out.
Life is really short when you come to think of it. There are just too many things I wanna do and I can't possibly put them in a list.

Since young, I've been dreaming to take the hands of the other person, growing old together.

Isn't that sweet?

But right at this point of time, all that will never happen. Never ever, ever, ever because I'm going to leave this world in silent.

I'm really tired beyond words now. Only God can understand my tiredness. The burden I am carrying, who else I can share it with besides swallowing and bear with the issue alone?

I really give up. I just don't want to care any longer.

Life is too precious to be wasted on something or someone that is not worth it at all. At the end of the day...

I shall go to sleep and figure out what I'm going to do tomorrow.

1 comment:

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