My promises to myself

From today onwards, let's just say I'll dump all the negativity in me into the garbage bin!

I think I have had enough of depression, stress and all. Life is supposed to be meaningful, full of surprises and of course laughter.

So, from this moment onwards, no more ranting about melancholies of life unless I really have to, no more grumbling on how stupid a guy is, no more complains on why I'm still single, no more ridiculous curses regarding how I abhor studying and no more silly remarks on why I cannot earn more than I'm earning now.

LOL!

I was on my way home with PL when all of a sudden, she touched my left hand and told me, "Angel, please don't go around and make yourself depressed over something or someone that is not worth it. Stop being pessimistic and open your heart, be a little bit more optimistic."

Perhaps, PL was right, I've always been a pessimistic person. I can be optimistic too but only under certain circumstances like when it comes to work-related things, I'm always full of confidence but when it comes to girl-boy thingy, well, sorry, not my field, please refer to John Gray, the author of Women are from Venus, Men are from Mars. He can tell you more than what you want to know.

Life is just ridiculous sometimes.

I remember telling a friend of mine, "When one door closes, another will be opened."

His answer was, "When you go near to the opened door, it'll close and the closed door behind you will suddenly be opened."

Yeah, life tends to be a bitch sometimes.

The best way to deal with a bitch is to become one yourself. Well, if you can't beat them, why not, join them?

Since I've made these promises to myself, I'll keep these promises for God knows how long.

Wish me luck!

4 in the Morning

I bluff you not.

It is 4 in the morning and I'm still wide awake.

Honestly, there have been a lot of things going on in my mind and yeah, I'm pretty much disturbed. Don't bother asking because it's not like I'm going to tell anyone what I'm going through and at the same time, it's not like everyone knows what I'm going through let alone to understand what I'm going through.

Argh... a lot of things have been going around recently that I truly hope I would be able to sit down with somebody and talk over it but somehow, some things are better off unsaid especially if it is something personal.

I don't want people to start going around and making unkind remarks like, "Angel is such a bitch. Can't she ever stop talking about herself?"

The fact is, yes, Imma a bitch and I love being a bitch, so what's your problem with me being a bitch? In fact, sometimes, life is so cruel that you have to be a bitch to get what you want.

Now, you tell me, how many of you never like talking about yourself? Even if there is someone, he or she is only few of the minorities.

Friends have been asking me...

"C'mon, you know you can trust us, tell us what you're going through."
"What's your decision - positive or negative?"
"What do you plan to do? You should get a more dependable answer."
"Don't just sit there and wait for the answer to get to you!"

Sometimes, there are things that you cannot decide alone, especially when that thing involves people around you.

Sigh... in this case, I totally cannot be a bitch because after all... life is meant to be unfair...

All or Nothing

Somehow a lot of things bring back memories.

There are times when you'd wish just to let things go with a snap of fingers but how many of us out there that can actually do it?

Can you still remember the promises?

Once promises are made, they are meant to be kept. If you cannot keep your promises, don't make any promises. At the end of the day, it will break another person's heart.

Can you still remember the distance in the eyes?

The time when you're giving up, have it ever cross your mind what another person would feel? The time when you're giving up, have it ever give it a thought if you are in the same situation as him or her, do you ever want the same thing to happen to you?

Can you still remember all those memories of the good old days?

"You'll find someone better. I'll pray for you."

Does it ever bite you that this will not happen in reality? In reality, if you've gone through countless bad memories, it is not likely you'll be bouncing back into a new relationship, at least for the nearest time.

Can you still remember when the phrase, "It's over," got to you?

What is your next reaction? Do you go to him or her telling him, "We'll still be friends," after he or she says, "We're breaking up," to you? Did you cry? Did you bang your fist on the table or against the wall, especially after you've done so much just because you truly care for him or her?

Sometimes, things happen without any reason - they just happen because everything is pre-destined. To take it in a simpler way, God has a plan for each and everyone of us.

Perhaps, in the past, what I've always wanted is just far beyond from what you can give because I wanted the best of you. I've always told myself, "In everything you do, you've to pour in 100% + 1% to be able to savour the sweetness of the fruit."

There are times I just want to be emotional. I'm sorry, guys... these days, a lot of things get onto my mind and they just disturb me so, so much.

If you're wondering that my stand has changed or not even especially going through so many bumps in my life, I'm going to tell you, still...

It's either ALL or NOTHING.

Battles of the Heart

Does it hit you sometimes how things around you go evolve?

How some people around you change from time to time?

Do you actually realize sometimes, life is so short that all you want to do is just to cherish every second of it?

So, when it comes to cherishing every moment in this life time, all you can think of is the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with.

Sorry about trying to be emotional now in which I think I should be doing my assignment instead of crapping here.

At this point of time, I am really emotional and I wish so much I would just get things over and be done with it. Somehow, I am struggling and not everyone knows exception for my sister and one of my besties.

I'm going through a series of emotions right now - scared, unloved, uncared, tense and even to the extent of feeling that I'm so alone even though there are people around me who care for me.

It hits me now that things around me are changing all of a sudden and I just can't find myself adapting to those new things, especially emotionally.

Aih... I can't continue to ramble right now... The feeling is just not right...

Goodbye and goodnight!

Bangkok - Day 7, 8 and 9

This is going to be a compact entry regarding the final 3 days we were in Bangkok since I stopped at Day 6 a month ago. LOL... probably more than just a month ago.

I bet my twin brother is so going to fly to Bangkok if I let him see more pictures of food there. Well, it's a good thing for him because he's been wanting to gain weight and for me, it's losing weight. Hahaha... Okay, I'll dream on for now...

On Day 7, we practically spent the whole day at Ancient Siam. Well, if you don't know anything about Ancient Siam, google it up. My explanation for Ancient Siam would be everything-in-one-place. Let's say you only have 2 days in Bangkok and you wish to visit all those historical places but you just don't have enough time.


Fret no more because... Ancient Siam is the place you should go to as you can visit Grand Palace, Floating Market, Temple of the Dawn and all at one place... this is the best of all as I love it when everything is convenient for me but the not-so-good thing is that, everything is mini me. Haha...


I never gave a lot of thought about Ancient Siam because first, I knew nothing about it and thought it might be yet another historically bored trip as I'm not a history person but somehow, this trip proved me wrong!

The ticket per entry per pax is 300 Baht which is equivalent to RM30.


I was really happy when I got to know that we could cycle around in Ancient Siam because the package came with bicycle rental. Not a lot of you know that I can ride a bike and now, in order to prove it to you, I've taken few pictures!


That was me, on the bike. Then, I decided to ask Sherene to take a picture of me riding the bike but it was hard to snap a picture of movement without a proper camera, so, I had to pose in order to her to snap the picture below...



Just as soon as I cycled by way into Ancient Siam, the serene scenery had breathtakingly taken away my breath. Alright, I made it sound so wrong. Whatever... It doesn't really matter, I just wanted to make it rhyme and that's all.

Anyway, let me just post some pictures up for you guys to see...



All of a sudden, the urge to meditate came to me and thus, I found the right spot for that, which is by the lake, right opposite the mini Grand Palace...

~ I am a poser, salute me ~

The aftermath of it? Haha... I've gone mad and started to act cute and if you think I'm cute too, thank you but if you think I'm not, too bad for you... Hahahahaha...



The Ancient Siam trip ended around 4 something and soon, when we reached the town, it was already 5p.m. and all of us were madly hunger.

Sherene decided to go to M.O.S. Burger and it was great for me because besides McDonald's, KFC, Sugarbun, Shakey's and Pizza Hut, I've never tried other fast food restaurants. M.O.S. is now is my list, peeps!

*happy, happy*


I'm usually not a pork person but mind you I'm still non-halal, okay? Yes, I'm usually not a pork person, in which it means I can still survive without pork.

Aiyo... Lemme continue, I keep on distracting myself... I'm usually not a pork person but that particular day, I decided to go for Pork Burger again after my previous Samurai Pork Burger feast at McDonald's. Geez... I've forgotten the name of the burger but whatever it is... this was my order...


If you are curious about the taste, lemme just tell you, for me, it tasted tad too plain but still okay because the pork was crispy. I still love McDonald's Samurai Pork Burger though. Haha... Let see if I will go back there again one of these days.

After dinner at M.O.S. Burger, we walked around Siam Center or Siam Paragon a bit and stopped by just to look at this pizza chef preparing his pizza dough. He was smiling all the way through when he saw everyone taking pictures and videos of him.


Oh, right, I tapao-ed McDonald's Pineapple Pie after that because I've never got the chance to try it out here in Malaysia when it was available so many years ago. Actually, I never got to know it was once available in Malaysia until somebody told me but I forgot who that person is.


And below is Thailand's infamous milk manufacturer and it's identical to Dutch Lady's Malaysia. Muahaha... Cetak rompak!


Thus, Day 7 ended and all of us went to sleep peacefully after walking around for the whole day. Well, with the air-conditioner being switched on, who wouldn't sleep soundly, right?


We did not do much on Day 8 itself because we thought of just walking around the town to do some last minute shopping as my luggage was already full and I needed a second hand-carry luggage.

Let's see... where did we go? Siam Center? Zen? Cannot remember. Haha... but I remember sitting inside this mini car and my Thai boyfriend brought us around IN the shopping mall. How cool is that?



The ride was really fun. I was hoping the driver would at least go another few more rounds before dropping us at our destination for lunch.

We stopped by this steamboat restaurant for its buffet lunch at around 298 Baht per person...



The steamboat lunch was quite nice and the best of all, you get to eat Tempura all you like! I remember going around the place to wait for the Tempuras to be served throughout the 2 hours we were there!

Imagine what a glutton I am and no wonder so fat!

After lunch, we walked around the shopping mall for a bit... I really cannot recall the name of the mall but it looks something like this...


I went to my FAVOURITE boutique!

*screams*


In Malaysia or other parts of the world, it's called Forever 21 but in Thailand, it's called XXI Forever. Well, I didn't manage to get anything, firstly because I didn't want to overspend as most of the clothes can be found in KL as well but some of the nice ones... I cannot afford - like usual.

Shopping spree was over with a sip of coffee at Auntie Anne's... I ordered latte and this is how their latte looked like...


Simple presentation and yet enough to capture your attention.

Well, 49 Baht, what can you expect, right? For RM4.90, you should be thankful you can get this cup of latte. Starbucks sell a cup of latte for cheapest RM8 without tax but still, Starbuck's latte is nicer.

Oh, I remember taking this before I went to bed that day...


Green coloured pepsi and it tasted like lemon grass. Haha... For those of you who are NOT fans of lemon grass, make sure you don't get it.

All of us ended up buying so much junkies... This was my share...


I do think we've spent a lot of food alone. Haha... I'm a truly certified glutton, am I not?

That's it for Day 8...


Day 9 was our last day at Bangkok. Since our flight was scheduled at night, we had the whole morning to do something. Sherene and her sister went for massage while I waited for them. I'm not the kinda person who can stand massages so, I skipped.

After coming out of the massage parlour, we walked around the place only to discover really cheap manicure services!!!

Oh, before that, lemme tell you, I had Samurai Pork Burger for lunch and ordered an additional Corn Pie!


The best part of it, it's not available in Malaysia and the not-so-best part of it, it doesn't taste nice. I still prefer our Banana Pie at the end of the day.

Okay, let's go back to the topic regarding our manicure!

I've been a manicure virgin all these times and finally, finally...

*sobs, sobs*

I gave up my manicure virginity...



For the first time, I've gotten a Tai Tai's feeling - being pampered. Haha... I wish one day, my darling would pamper me the same way too. Haha... Let's not divert you. Anyway... Picture alone doesn't do the justice because in real life they were really shiny!!!

All that for only 150 Baht. Yes, RM15 only and OMG... it was so freaking cheap you-can-die! Where can you find manicurist to do all that for you for only RM15 in Malaysia?

~ Sherene's Love and Candies for RM50 ~

~ Vivien's Flower Power for RM40 ~

Damn pretty and cheap, right? I wanted so much to go for the more complicated ones but I didn't wanna waste so much money because I knew that I was going to start working at Starbucks just 3 or 4 days after doing my manicure.


There you go... That's the end of our Bangkok trip.

If there'd be another chance to go to Bangkok, I'll probably go again but of course not so soon and not now due to H1N1.

Anyway, update again soon, ciao!

Volcanic desire

Not a good one...

Even the face-lifting charcoal mask won't help this time!

Maybe it could be because of my catching-up age that I get angry pretty fast these days even over minor or petty issues.

This morning, I had a volcanic desire to strangle and slap two stupid customers who happened to be tenants at Menara Hap Seng.

Fuck them! They can stick their smelly head into the toilet bowls for being so freaking stupid!

Lemme tell you what happened... I was standing at the counter, taking orders as usual when a lady came in after talking to her friend who was smoking outside.

Stupid Lady A : I want the breakfast set. One Venti Mocha with Sausage Omelet Sandwich.
Smart Me : I'm sorry, miss but the Mocha doesn't come under the breakfast set but you can choose between a latte or a regular coffee.
Stupid Lady A : How come? Then, I don't want the sandwich, just make it a Venti Mocha.
Smart Me : Okay.
Stupid Lady A : I'm a tenant, got discount, right?

After quite some time...

Stupid Lady A : What is this? Coffee Jelly Frappucino? Is it nice? Oh, I want that.
Smart Me : How about your Mocha?
Stupid Lady A : Change it to TWO Venti Coffee Jelly Frappucinos.
Smart Me : Oh, okay.

*dap, dap, dap*

Smart Me : Altogether, it's RM26.90 after your tenant discount.
Stupid Lady A : Okay.
Smart Me : I've received your RM50 and your change is RM23.10, here you go!

Five minutes later after which her stupid smoking friend came in...

Stupid Lady A : I said I wanted one Venti Mocha with one Venti Coffee Jelly Frappucino.
Smart Me : ..................................................
Stupid Lady A : You have to change it for me.

Damn... you see... I've already punched in her orders and even given back her change and that stupid lady wanted to change her stupid orders? I had to call my manager to re-punch in her stupid orders.

Stupid Lady A : Yes, one Venti Mocha with one Venti Coffee Jelly Frappucino, remember my tenant discount.
Smart Me : Okay, you stupid bitch!

There I was, punching in her NEW order after her previous order was voided. Fuck the stupid lady!

After which I've keyed in her NEW order the second time, her stupid friend joined into the conversation with her stupid words!

Stupid Lady B : Make it a Tall Mocha then, I don't want a Venti.
Smart Me : (losing myself but holding on) Okay...

*dap, dap, dap*

Smart Me : It'd be...
Stupid Lady B : You know what, just make it a Grande Mocha.

Fuck you, you stupid ladies! Don't you know it was all because of your stupid indecisiveness that I had to do refund and was voided so many times? If you don't even know how to place orders, go to normal kopitiam and drink your coffee kao for just RM2 or something!

I feel damn geram lor, okay? If I wasn't working at that time, I would be cursing those two stupid-lady-who-think-they-are-superior to death!

That was incident one. Lemme tell you about incident two, in which it got on my nerve as well.

Smart Me : Your order would just be a Tall Raspberry Blackcurrant Frappucino?
Stupid Guy : Yes, that's all.
Smart Me : It's RM12.10, sir.
Stupid Guy : (handed me his platinum HSBC credit card)

Just as soon as I swiped the card, all of a sudden, he added an order...

Stupid Guy : Key in this one as well.
Smart Me : Dammit Can I key in this transaction first since it's already punched in?
Stupid Guy : No, no, no, no... Put them under the same bill, don't separate them.

The thing is... as soon as the customer confirms his or her orders, we cannot add or deduct any item unless we void the cashier - that's not a good thing but I know some stupid customers, love it and always say, "Do you think it's my problem? Void your cashier if you have to."

These kinda customers can straight away die and go to hell rather than surviving on the face of the Earth to annoy and irritate people.

First of all, these customers, they never work as Baristas before, so, they don't know what kinda training we went through just to make their simplest cup of beverages! They didn't know what kinda troubles we have to go through just for them to take a sip of their favourite beverages.

All they know is, "My rights, my rights and my rights."

Fuck your rights. I will only tolerate if you are right but like the two instances above, they were at wrong since they very beginning for being indecisive!

Can you just be a little more considerate and CONFIRM your order. If you're indecisive, don't order anything and stop giving Baristas problems and headaches and even prolonging your time in the queue. If you love it so much to be the center of attention, just strip yourself and dance in front of the cafe!

I don't give a fuck about what kinda action they're going to take against me but then again, since I'm quitting, who cares? Fuck you and go to hell, you stupid people!

Cosmetic lenses

Seriously, I think the existence of cosmetic lenses really boost up one's physical appearance. These lenses compliment eye make-up so well that sometimes, people think they cannot survive with eye make-up alone without those lenses.

Seriously again, I never thought I'd have the courage to try out those cosmetic lenses because once, I used to think that those colourful lenses were so scary because of the colours and when those lenses are being put in the eyes, everything you're going to see will be of the colours of the lenses you are wearing.

Lemme show you my pre-lenses look...



Damn boring, right? Oh, I know, you don't need to remind me. Whatever it is, just tell me I look pretty there, alright? I know, one can also look pretty like me without make-up, right?

And this is me, without lenses but with make-up - mind you, different set of colours of each eye... don't ask why...



Then, my life changed drastically with the existence of Freshkon's Alluring Eyes because you know what? I love it so damn much, alright? It completely transformed my whole look WITHOUT make-up from oh-so-dull to oh-look-it's-Paris!



If only I did a little bit more to conceal my dark circles, this picture would look terrific. Haha... I'm stating the truth.

Since I'm talking about pupil-enlarging lenses, just two months ago, I've gotten myself a pair of three-monthly disposable cosmetic lenses from Passion.



Well... I don't know what brand that is but my optician ran out of Freshkon and told me to try the new brand instead... Since it was RM50 for 3 months, I thought to myself, "Why not? It's quite cheap and I've got nothing to lose. Besides, I got these from a certified optician."



I tried it and I'd say I still prefer Freshkon to Passion even though Freshkon's lenses are only usable for one month and yeah, same price.

I think for pupil-enlarging lenses, I will stick to Freshkon's Alluring Eyes for the time being until I've found something better. For the mean time, I will still love Alluring Eyes.

Those two pictures were taken without make-up on and may I present to you, my new picture, heavily made-up and together with pupil-enlarging lenses...

*drums roll*


That is my newly created look - Purplish Gold. I'll talk about colours next time. I think I look better without make-up sometimes. Geez... People says make-up enhances look but it makes me look worse. Haha... Whatever...

And now for COLOUR lenses...

My first try was Fresh Colours' lenses in Grey...

~ With slight make-up on ~

Not satisfied with that look, I put make-up on and guess how I looked like? Hahaha... My friends said I look like a Barbie Doll but cacat-ed. Hahaha...



Lemme tell you what I've put on - foundation, blusher, blue colour palatte, heavy false lashes, finishing powder and also lip colour.

Scary, right? Especially when I paired the make-up with grey lenses. Haha...

Anyway, my second pair of colour lenses... GREEN.



I think it's a little scary for me. I didn't dare to look at myself with the lenses on - why, oh, why? Perhaps green is just not my colour.

Nowadays, I don't use colour lenses any longer. I'm facing another problem with colour lenses. You see, whenever I wear these colour lenses, I found out that the lenses cannot fit my pupils well. It seems to me that my pupils are too large for the colour lenses to cover the whole of it.

So, whenever I drag the lenses to the left, you'll see a bit of my original pupil colour on the right and when I drag it to the right, you'll see that on the left.

I freaking hate it, okay?

Never mind, never mind...

Because at the end of the day, I still prefer myself without make-up or lenses on...

~ Again, I have superb darling photographer ~

People said I got tanned... Aih... I don't know if it's a good or bad thing but nevertheless, it's still good to be alive but it's NOT good to be fat. I know I'm damn fat and I'm out of today's topic.

The best thing in life... not lenses but...



Money, money, come!

Lovely and I...

I'm always hungry...

I don't know why...

No, I'm not pregnant!

Never mind, no big deal...

Since I'm always hungry these days, I've decided to eat up my hamster!

Damn hungry that day, alright? I returned home from work only to find my brother and daddy were not around. I searched everywhere for food but I could find nothing. In the end, I've decided just to eat my hamster since it caught my attention!


But after I saw my Lovely struggling for life, I let it go. Hahaha... Something else happened when I wanted to eat her.


She talked to me - with words! OMG... Lovely talked to me and she said, "Go away, you carnivorous witch!"

Guess how surprised I was...

Then, I made peace with her by telling her that I'm NOT ever going to bully her like I always do whenever I'm being too free.


Alright, I'm a bitchy witch because you can never believe how I literally torture Lovely everyday... Lemme tell you...

Sometimes, I'll toss her in the air and catch it with my palms...

Sometimes, I'll roll her around on the floor...

It was damn funny when 2 months ago, her feet got stuck in the cage and she was in human term, yelling for help. I only got to know her feet were stuck in the morning because I didn't check her out the night before.

Never mind... I'm not here to tell you what a bad person I am but since Lovely and I made peace already, she let me snap a really cute picture of her...


Alrighty... going to class now...

Oh, yeah, Lovely says hi...

From today onwards...

Too lazy to update but just to let darling know I lurve him a lot, lot, lot and lot. Well... it's just a plurk entry in which I think he's missed.


From today onwards, no secret crushes on anyone any longer. Cross my heart or else 7 years of bad luck.

Babai, everyone...

Resignation

I have finally submitted my very first resignation letter today.

After that I felt so bad, just like I'm a villain in those fairy tales.

I don't like it a bit.

Actually I love my job at Starbucks, it's just that the job scope itself is too tiring and the pay isn't much. I don't mind if they pay like RM8 to RM10 per hour but my salary per hour is just half of that and honestly, it's a little depressing because when you check your salary at the end of the month, after your hard work, OT and all - you don't earn enough to pay your rental, utilities and also to cover your spending.

In May, despite of all the OT, back-to-back from 7am to 10pm, working 6 to 7 days a week, I earned less than RM500 and it was honestly a little depressing to see the amount of salary as I was trying to save for my Bangkok trip.

My total salary that month was RM469 to be exact.

Imagine working like an ant. The number of days or amount of time spent at Starbucks is nothing but it's just that the job is so tiring, especially when you've to do cafe every morning or night? At the same time, the cleaning tasks and all are really tiring.

Well, honestly, even at home, I don't do all those tasks but when I started work at Starbucks last December, I had to do everything. I don't complain because I have learned a lot, especially the right ways to do things.

Somehow, I also discovered one of the best things in life - friendship through work.

I appreciate all the little things that everyone has done for me and also teaching me to do whole lotsa things.

Sigh...

Just lemme me... I'll be fine in a day or two. It's just the aftermath of letting something you really like doing go, that's all.

The happy cupcake...

Nothing much to say... Some pictures to share, that's all...


Missing my cupcake!

Babai, everyone - time for movie!

The angels in us...

I've been abandoning my blog these days...

Argh... I can't help it... I've been really busy nowadays to the extent that I don't even have sufficient time to do the stuffs I like. Life sucks...

Anyway, since you all know Imma busy person, I won't go and on and on regarding my work instead, lemme tell you something else. Something like... we are just like a choir of angels!

I signed up for another voluntary work and it involved our preciously beloved Zoo Negara...


I was happy when I signed up for the event the other day but when the day finally came, I needed to drag myself out of the bed because the weather that morning was so damn nice to be in bed - I hate working or even volunteering on Sundays, particularly Sundays with such nice weather to be in bed.

Anyway, no time to grumble!

There were 5 members assigned to our group.



Damn... I'm so freaking ugly in the picture above, I know, right? Whatever it is, the center of attention is not on me, so, scram!

First, we were told to clean up the pigs' sty and I got so shocked. It was only when we got to our destination that I realized we were not going to clean up the pigs' sty, instead, we were given a chance to get up close and personal with sea lions, parrots, hyena and a lot more animals at the Multi-Animal Show area.


Alright, we are done about the animal show. If you're interested, go to the zoo and pay RM10 for the entrance, that's all about it.

It was really funny that Ahmad got so excited when he saw a bunch of monkeys right after entering the zoo..

Things were still okay between the monkeys and Ahmad until he got to see the ding-dong of one of the monkeys there... He was laughing so loud that those monkeys were staring at us. I bet if they were let out, they were surely going to pounce at us!

Anyway, few more pictures taken in aquarium...


I saw really pretty corals there but didn't manage to take a lot of pictures since I was dead tired and yeah, no mood to take pictures!

Oiks, take picture also needs mood, alright?

Lastly, few extra pictures taken like... everywhere in the zoo... I have a lot more but it's just I'm too lazy to upload so many since it's not like each and everyone of you will want to see them...

~ Pose aku nak jadi model ~

~ Pose aku nak act cute ~

~ The "we are family" pose ~

~ The "we are so damn cute and shiok" pose ~

With another bonus picture of all of us trying to be supermodels, in which, Ahmad succeeded in posing like Lady Gaga while me, it seems to me like I'm trying to pose for Darlie or Colgate!



Till we meet again, people!