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I was damn pissed off last night, alright?

I was cursing all the way from PJ to my brother's office at The Weld and I couldn't stop mumbling, grumbling and complaining about all the fucking shit that happened earlier!

On the whole, before 7.30pm, everything was great from class to discussion. Then, after discussion with PL at Jaya One, I've finally decided to go to Kimarie to cut my hair again. I've decided to go short this time around.


When I finally got to Kimarie at 7.45pm, the receptionist told me, "Miss, I'm sorry but we're closed at 8 but you can come tomorrow as we'll be open for business at 10.30am."


Okay, I was depressed already because I've been thinking and thinking if I should go short and when I've finally made up my mind, they told me they're closed?! Okay, no big deal, my bad. So, I told PL that I wanted to go to Thomas & Guys.

We went round and round and round SS2 only to realize that Thomas & Guys have gone bankrupt! Dammit... I cannot tahan already, alright?

Are there no other fucking decent salons at SS2 besides Thomas & Guys and also Kimarie?

So, I told PL that I'd forget about getting a haircut and went to Seapark for the infamous nasi lemak. I was happy because I found a parking lot just as soon as I got there but... the story didn't end there, alright?

When we stepped out of the car, that was the time we realized the mamak stall wasn't open for business!

Fuck la, alright!

I went there all the way there and it wasn't even open for business!

I had to have my dinner at Kayu Nasi Kandar and all the way there, I was mumbling, grumbling and cursing that even PL said it was her first time seeing me so freaking pissed that I scattered my plate of nasi lemak.

Dammit, why do things go wrong in a single night alone?

How not to be angry, you teach me!

Stupid system!

I can't view my blog!!!

French Manicure

What should I ramble today?

I've a lot of things in my mind actually but let's ramble about some other things besides love today. I'm honestly, getting a little tired just thinking about it. Everywhere I go, people would ask me, "Don't you think you guys are going a little too fast?"

Well... I don't want to comment on that today.

Instead, lemme show you what I did to my nails...

Okay, the boredom killed me inside out the other day when I finally decided I should paint my nails, yes, paint my fake nails and thus, doing french manicure to them...



Nice, right? With just RM10, you can get two bottles of nail enamels from Elianto and the quality isn't so bad, well, of course not being compared to brands like O.P.I. or stuffs. Well, splurging on O.P.I. isn't advisable unless you've a stable income or just buy those from Elianto, like me.

Halfway through, I kinda spilled some of the enamels on the floor and had hard time trying to remove them because I couldn't find my nail enamel remover. Am I an idiot or what, right? Sigh... I'm like that all the times, what to do?

Thus, I ended up ruining all the end products and had to remove all the fake nails from my own nails. Such a bad day for french manicure, right?

Oh, la, la...

Okay, this is going to be my very first entry on few looks I've created using my Coastal Scent's 88 Colour Palette. I think I did do some swatches in my previous entry and the colours are just so pigmented and gorgeous.

Now, I'm eyeing on the Pro 120 Full Colour Palette - yes, it has 120 different colours and the colours almost come in EVERY freaking shade!

Before I'm going to set my hands on that baby, lemme just divert you for a while. I was thinking of starting a beauty blog last night but when I came to think of it, geez... I'm not even updating my food blog so often, so, if I set up a beauty blog, it'd be left practically untouched too.

Lesson of the day - concentrate on one blog only.

As most of my friends know, I'm a late bloomer in discovering the difference make-up would do to a person. I only started using proper make-up like 2 years ago and yeah, it's the influence from two of my besties, Alice and Mimi. If you ask Alice, she'll be pointing all her 10 fingers at me saying that I was the one influencing her but yeah, we influenced each other indirect and directly.

I've gotten my 88 Colour Palette not long ago but due to my busy schedule and laziness, I didn't have the time to do entries on what I could do with the palette. At the same time, blame it on my lousy make-up skills that I could never, never and never achieve a proper look. Another problem was that I didn't have any brushes to start off with and it was hard for me to put eye-shadows on my lids using only sponge or fingers.

I did try and Imma let you see the result of NOT using brushes...

~ Moody Blue Version #1 ~

~ Fresh Green Version #1 ~

I know, I know - those two pictures above look almost retarded to those pros in the make-up industry and I know, they look a little pathetic though. Haha...

Since then, I've been doing a lot of read-up and browsing through youtube to get the looks I want and yeah, I've found few videos that I love, love, love. These videos actually taught me a lot since I don't have a real-live guru to sit right in front of me and teach me.

I used 2 months or more to collect some brushes, in which, I'll do a review on them later, and to learn the art of stealing the look.

Honestly, I don't think I'm a pro yet but at least I'll show you some proofs that I'm actually improving and lately I've been practicing like mad. We'll go to that point later in the entry...

~ Moody Blue Version #2 - Smokey Eyes ~

~ Fresh Green Version #2 ~

~ Sweet Pink ~

The pictures on your LEFT would be pictures with the flash ON whereas on your RIGHT, they are all with the flash OFF. I choose not to describe on the colours I use unless there are people who are interested, then, that will be another story.

Forgive me for my bad complexion by the way. I didn't put any foundation or concealer on since I was just too lazy. My concentration would be applying eye-shadows for now.

Oh, right, talking about practicing like mad - I remember, once, sweetie pie asked, "Why did you never put on any make-up whenever we go out?"

I was at a loss of words - honest. Yeah, I've been telling him all about the make-up stuffs but all these times, he never saw my face with make-up on. How ironic of me. Haha...

At the same time, yeaps, I just wanna make full use of the palette, finish it and get myself the 120 palette!

Anyway, I need to turn in already - having a meeting tomorrow and guys, I think I can sleep peacefully tonight. I've a good news!

I'm getting married...

Yes, I'm getting married...

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NOT.

Nights.

A day in my life...

I'm so damn bored right now that you all shall benefit from my boredom...

I shall let you take a peek into a day of my life - of what I do everyday as soon as I open my eyes until, err... err... not sure if it's until I fall asleep or what... Use your eyes and see for yourself.

~ Yes, mum, I'm already up ~

On that particular day, I woke up at 8 in the morning as the result of being pulled out from my bed by mum. She said, "Wakie, wakie, we're going to Uncle Henry's place!"

Then, with eyes half open, I headed to the bathroom only to see my ugly reflection looking back at myself. I reached for my toothbrush and brushed my teeth...

~ Me and my blue toothbrush ~

The next step would always be washing my face... Used sister's Nivea Whitening Facial Wash instead of mine because it so happened that I forgot to bring my stuffs back home during my previous trip back home.

~ Yikes, the white-faced monster ~

After all those, I proceeded back to my room to get my skin care routine and make-up done before selecting the outfit of the day. I know, I know, I should have put on my outfit before making up but who cares, right?

~ Mum and I in action ~

As for what I did on that day was history - all I did was visiting, visiting and more visiting! So, no pictures for that. On a normal day, the thing I find myself do frequently is camwhoring, be it alone or with somebody or taking papparazzi pictures of others...

If you don't know what I mean, here...

~ Kelvin and I ~

Kelvin would be my favourite victim for my papparazzi pictures. Why, you ask? Okay, here's why. My cousin is so much fun to be with and to take pictures with! Really, I mean it! He'll comply to whatever you say just as long as it's fun and growing up with this cousin of mine does make me love him more, just like he's my biological little brother.

On the day same day I took the first 3 pictures, Jeremy came to my place. First of all, he ate and secondly, he began to mess with my camera and asking if my camera has multiple shots function or not. Before I could say anything, he's already taken my first picture...

Jeremy, if you're reading this, thanks, ya, thanks for taking such an ugly picture of me but thanks again - for real, that I'm uploading this picture for the world to see! The picture below was taken by Jeremy as well and since I've got nothing better to do, I complied by making stupid expressions for the multiple shots.

Yes, I know I'm so ugly in the picture. It was already close to 11p.m. so, what do you expect? You can't blame a girl for looking worn out at the end of the day as soon as the make-up goes away, right?

Oh, ya, ya... before I forget... I've got a present from no one else but Jeremy! LOL! Can you actually believe it that Jeremy has gotten me a present from the infamous Bijou Brigitte and it's all the way from UK.

Ah, I love surprises so... here goes, I'm going to get my present out slowly so that you can feast your eyes on it and yes, do get jealous of me and my present! Haha...

Some of you might have already guessed it correctly by now... Haha... still, I want to show it off to everyone!

Before that, before that... lemme show you what my present is made of...

Yes, real shells, baby, REAL shells! Now, all you seashells' fans can drool over it and please do envy me because firstly, it's from Jeremy and secondly, it's made of shells! Haha... Okay, I'm just being mean - to compensate, lemme show you what my present looks like...

~ My new beloved bracelet from beloved Jeremy ~

Oh, ya, Jeremy dear, if you're reading this, thanks for the wonderful, wonderful present - I LOVE it so much that it's become one of my personal favourites!

Thus, my day ended and I went to bed - since I couldn't take a picture of me, sleeping, so, I might just show you what my room looks like in reality with so many containers and boxes and pillows around since it's been ages I haven't been back and now, my parents said my room has become something like a store room.

Oops, forgive me for the bra on the mattress on the floor - it doesn't belong to me. It was my sister's since she slept in my room when we were back for CNY.

Anyway, this entry is going to end by me, showing you my other present from my brother!


Yes, my brother bought me a new casing for my Sony Cybershot! Yes, I'm so happy, hence, I'm going to end now.

Tata...

Devastated

Yes, that was and is how I felt and feel when a friend informed me about that the sex and money-asking maniac was at Sibu during the 3rd day of CNY.

Okay, no problem with him went all the way to Sibu because I certainly have NO freaking relation with him but that fucking son of a bitch harassed my buddies by pestering them to force me out to meet him!!!

Fucking bastard!

Buddies called and said they couldn't stand his mental torture because their mobiles would ring NON-STOP for the whole day! When they answered his call, all they got from him was to bring me out to meet him! If I were to put myself in my friends' situations, I'd be mad too!

He told my friends that we can still go out as friends and talk about stuffs.

Bastard, what are there to talk about? Sex? Asking for money? Want to live on me?

Hell, never am I going to do that! You want sex, go and seek it from a prostitute and I pray that you'll die in agony from AIDS! You want money, right? Okay, go and rob a rich person and I pray that you'll be shot dead by the security! You want to live on a girl? Sure, no problem, sell yourself off as a gigolo to an older woman who's rich and I'll pray you'll be dead being stabbed by the lady.

Yes, I am mad right now even just thinking about it but I can't deny that at the same time, I'm feeling a little scared if he would just appear right in front of my house. I hate the fact that he told my friends that he promised me last year that he'd come for CNY this year and he actually made it to Sibu.

As usual, I wish he's gruesomely dead so that he wouldn't be able to harass me or my friends!

Whatever he did, I wasn't and am NOT impressed at all. I don't appreciate it too, so he doesn't need to do whatever he could to impress me at all. Buddies were pissed to the point that they had to put their phones in silent mode whole day and sometimes, hung his calls.

Is he fuckingly stupid or what?

He'd better not be pushing me or my friends to our limits - I'd really lodge a police report for harassment, be it sexual or not! My life just feels so threatened with a fucking idiot around!

The thought of him telling my buddies that he couldn't get over the past makes me wanna puke!

I admit, I don't normally use taboo words or swears but when it comes to him, I can't restrain myself from using all those bad words - he doesn't deserve to be respected. Even if he freaking goes to my friends and told them he's a changed person now, I wouldn't buy it too.

How are you going to make black spots on a dalmation to go away?

Are you going to bleach your dalmation? If you do, you'd kill the cute dalmation even before the spots could be removed!

Are you going to make your dalmation bald? If you do, you're the stupidest person alive!

The moral of the day is - once your dalmation is born with black spots, the spots aren't going to go anywhere it's lifetime. That means, the idiot and his stupid personalities and attitudes are ain't going to change!

At this rate - I wish him dead.

It's only the 8th day of CNY and I'm cursing a mother-fucking bastard kao kao. No, I don't feel good about cursing people, especially during CNY but he made it to the point that I have to curse him!

I shall now refrain myself from telling people about this story not until CNY is over in another one week! Then, I shall curse and swear him anytime and anywhere I want to!